The-Girl-NextDoor-Yv0nne.

2010-09-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

Okays! Im here to blog,
Happy 10 months tomorrow.
A few more week im going to Thailand for more then 1 week i cant wait to go there rather then staying at Singapore because i have to work.

Working life everyday what else can i ask for? Thats life!
Im now slowly adapting the life at my work place although i seriously hate there the enviroment rules and people but for the sake of money and experience all i can do is to endure and leave that company before i got into a better company,
Wish me luck.

My mind shut down now i seriously dosent know what to post anymore.
Im going to post again real soon for not neglecting my blog
Off to bed now.

Check out 10.16pm 21 September 10

Goodnight,Sweet Dreams, peeps.

2010-06-08T15:50:00.000+08:00

The Night Safari went on 6 of June 2010

No animal phtos taken because i cant use camera flash it will turn the animal eyes to be blind

so pardon me.

The Hong Kong Cafe.

My 二-爺-伯 Father is finding me!

2010-06-04T09:38:00.003+08:00

My 二爷 Father is finding me, How Shock!

Wednesday went up to B tua as usual.

My routline going up to sleep.

Ban Gong rules cant switch on the telvesion so im bored and tired as well

and my phone and his phone battery always gets dead

we didnt bring charger along

what else can i do accept to sleep right?

Wednesday night while im sleeping ah wee jump ah pek which i dont know because

im dead asleep he ask B to wake me up he wants to talk to me

so i blur and steam seat beside him then it starts

saying that my 2nd father is looking for me

all these while i went up didnt light joss stick at all

when i step into the tua i either went to seat at the sofa or went to sleep

is a form of disrespect he asked me not to contiune to do it otherwise

im going to get headaches and i need to do things for him as he requested me to do so. :/

after he talked to me the next day which is thursday yesterday i immediately LAO SAI! How nice?

Im his god-daughter not outsider thats why i got the punishment.

Must aizai but i cant zai.

Late overdues pictures uploaded.

AMK K-Box

2010-05-27T09:30:00.001+08:00

Friday

Went town to had Japanese food with LaiPing Jie,Pei Shan,Step, Chew
Total 4 of us spent around 200 over dollars at Japanese Restraunt.
Jie paid for us.
Thanks! (Y)
Aftermath went over her pub to watch show till 11.00pm trained home.

Saturday

Supposed to went Ting Ting Bday but didnt went because i went yew geng with steven at hougang due to the late Yew Geng so cant get to celebrate with her.
Sorry,Ting Ting brought her present going to meet jean and pass it to her.
Happy 6 Years Old Bday.

Sunday

Woke up at noon prepared myself and washed up went to two buffets within one day
Cabbed to Bukit Merah to had baby full moon buffet till 4pm then cabbed down to Depot road to had sintua buffet as Jie asked me to went down.
Late Night Bused home.

Monday

Went to work as usual
After work went to west mall to get my tumbdrive had Mac for dinner then to BBDC to enrol my car lic
Wish me Good luck! (Y)

Tuesday

Went work as usual too
Afterwork went to transfer money to mummy then paid my handphone bills top up my Ezlink card afterthat bused home to eat homecooked food.

Wednesday

Went to work as usual in the morning
Afterwork went over IMM to find steven then to foodcourt to had our dinner
Aftermath trained down to woodlands then bus down to 856 tua
I always go there to sleep. zzz
Theres nothing for me to do there accept for SLEEP!
Usually bangong end at 11pm always just nice for us to train home but yesterday ah pek came up after Sin Zai ya so it ended till 1:30am then cabbed home reached home 2.15am :/
Showered,Sleep

Today

No Plans yet

Friday

PH going to chushi in the morning helping Hup Lian not going for HeQuan chushi in the afternoon because have to go KorKor tua they having Yew Geng.

Satuday

Going Bugis? Maybe

Strong Bonds.

2010-05-14T13:48:00.004+08:00

Yun Femg Pui Boy and sev is snapping us. LOL!

4 of them keep on disturbe me.!!! They snap me i snap them back.

Sev says he gng to post my pictures at Yun Feng Facebook website! or tagged me at FB!

All pictures he sanp on me he save it at his camera havent delete. =.="

You tagged me i remove tagged! :)

If he dare to post mine im going to post his.

Lols. End of fun day. Hope there's more to come.

One more day to Friday.

2010-05-13T10:36:00.004+08:00

Went to Chushi on wednesday for our supporter at Poh Eng Tua.
Their tua each year better then each year very grand.
Went to CaiQing and meanwhile Qing Tian Gong.
Chu 5 lions, 1 Dragon, 1 big flag, 5 Phoenix, 5 Jie Ling Gu.

Yesterday didnt went to work been physco to geng MC to help Hong Teng at Angmokio at 11am.

Early morning woke up went clinic got my MC then head to AMK to look for them.

Less then half an hour we can dismiss off already change back to our clothes.

Thanks Yun Feng Xiao di drove us to commonwealth control station train back to Nam Dai wait for 2nd round chushi at 530pm so we accompanied YX to geng her mc then head to market to eat our lunch plus breakfast then buy towel went guan bath while waiting for the rest to reach.

Went to chu Bt.Gombak Kampong Yew Geng very tiring but fun.

Chu 1 dragon and 5 lions.

Suddenly POP out 9 girls we went to play dragon. LOLS.

Very very fun but really tiring their Kampong is super big round.

Everyyhing ended at 10 plus.

This is what i saw when i got back my phone.

Mr Peng took my phone to play games end up i saw this while browsing through my photos.

I keep on laughing non stop.

Thanks to Mr Peng.

More photos to come. Craziness photos will be uploaded when i receive.

This two days chushi really have lots of fun! :))

Heard something sad from NaIMa cant be expected but nvm i know u can go through stay strong dont fall.

Maybe he will change for good let him learn from his mistake dont think negative.

Take Good Care.

2010-05-11T16:46:00.005+08:00

My Blood Brother. Clarence Toh.

Im bored so im right now blogging.

After work later going for chushi for today and tomorrow.

Pang He asked me to on call cab later after my work.

Cab fare claim from ah gong so im going to cab down to HeQuan.

Today will be going Bedok sin tua yun feng members going to help us because heard that chu alot of things plus big flag not enough people lols.

Tommorw will be going Bukit Gombak sin tua.

So sweet of them. 4 of them came to ask me wheather im going later? Sweet right? isnt it. =))

YX,SEV,MAY,KL.

Ultra bored.

Eveyday spent my 8 hours at office doing nothing.

How i wish i get sick everyday so that i can claim Medical Leave even im on MC money will still be running into my pocket.

I 'm still left with 5 days of medicial leave.

How i wish i can fall sick relax at home or rather gose out rather then spending my 8 hours doing nothing here. Bored To The Max!

Chat with me on MSN.

Text me Messages.

Entertain ME.

Call me ChitChat for awhile im also contented. :(

Happy Mother's Day.

2010-05-09T22:27:00.003+08:00

I Love Him.

Happy Mother's day to mummy and all mummies out there. Today slept till 530pm woke up went to prepared went Imm Poh Heng to get Mummy Mother's day gift aftermath went to take cab to Jurong west had seafood for dinner. All together today spent around 200 plus. 120 dollars for her present and 106 on food. After dinner mummy cab me and brother home. Tomorrow i dont have to work! :) but still need to go office till 9am then head to jp for medical check up.

I only have one and only mummy and to mummy im only one of her youngest BaoBei Daughter.

I love u Mummy!

Why should i go through such a pain.

2010-05-07T10:40:00.000+08:00

MaZu big day. Love them. :)

Why should i go through such a pain.

Yesterday 20cents came down i was so blurr and i dare not to walk towards him.

My mind is blank my heart beat pump so fast.

When i reached home i cant sleep the whole night all my image appear is him.

I hate myselff for not getting near to him or maybe is the past inciddent i met to let me fear?!

If not i definately will get near him maybe this is the final chamce?

I Missed it.

Im so sad right now.

Blame myself for it.

I miss u but i hope i can get to see u again although u cant talk but at least i can see how happy you are once again.

If Ahjie is free i will visit u again and buy u macdonalds.

Eveyone tear during the big day everyone thinks of u but i have no tears to tear all dry up everyone cant bear but we have no choice glad that u are always around us.

I only have one wish from u is : PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF.

我和难过,可是我没有选择!

HK.

2010-05-04T10:44:00.001+08:00

Yesterday went to watch 2 movies at a time. :)
Feelings super shiok!
I wanted to watch Monga and he wanted to watch IP man so he accompany me for my monga show while afternoon i accompany him to watch IP man.
This two show are awesome.
IP man part 1 and 2 is really nice. =)
Never waste our time watching movie indeed.
Before we watch Monga went to brought Hot Dog bun because im hungry!
After movie wemt to foodcourt to had our lunch before watching the second movie.
Duck Rice for lunch aftermath went over Star Bucks to had our coffee last he brought combo pizza and a drink for movie.
Movie ended around 5 plus bused home.

So randomly Bf brought home for me a Hello kitty strap and a HK keychain bear.
He asked me to hang it he complained that he always brought staff for me end up i throw it aside.
Its Kindly childish to hang it i know but i promise that i will hang it.
I dont care how people eye on me.
Although its just a small gift but it makes my day.
At least he have the heart to remember me and it comes true his heart.

TOWN.

2010-05-02T23:43:00.004+08:00

Went out yesterday the whole day at least i didnt spent my weekends sleeping at home. :) Meet up with KaiLing and his boyfriend at Jurong East Platform head to bugis first chance upon Long Da then to ps for our dinner chance upon Xiao Sky then to Cine chance upon Cassey and Sarah.

Went to took New Print for such a 54321 years since i last took New Print Lols.
Thanks ZhiHao for the Big Bear it cost around 70 over dollars i appericate it alot. Thanks. =)
Aftermath went red hill Nam Sieng Tua to find friends over there supposely me and Bf having Xiong Sheng dinner at there but he dosent wants to go and his brother didnt went too so there's 2 empty seat left. LOLS.
On the way there chance upon Sze yun on the train went there awhile then train home.

Today stayed home the whole day to sleep.

Tomorrow,
Dont have to go work.
Need to wake up at 10?
Going for Monga Movie at Vivo city at 1145am? then follow by IP man show at 1.45pm.

Im so bored right now.
Insomnia.
=(
No show watch somemore.
1/2.

Saturday,

2010-04-26T11:14:00.000+08:00

Satuday morning receive 5 missed calls from Ah kim uncle early morning. Which i dont even know the no. send him a message and my phone rings he said he's bringing me over to yew geng asked me to wash up he's coming over to fetched me with Li Mei and her husband so i quickly went to prepared myself then they drove me to Bukit Panjang ring up SweeSwee but she didnt answer!

Reached! Went to have Porridge and Milk Tea at Coffee shop chance upon Yun Feng Members followed by the rest of them.
The first half of the day the sorching sun is damn hot till we sweat!
2nd half of the day its raining like Cats and Dogs all of us get drenched/
Li Mei is going to born Baby Boy on Ang 2010! CONGULATIONS!
Her attitude changes alot good for her maybe a gift from haven makes her to be more mutual enough?
They're getting engage on 13 of May.
I was like taking care of 3 must keep an eye of her because of she's having a Baby Boy must help her husband to take care of Huat Zhu Gong also but hopefully Huat Zhu Gong very easily to look after with.

Everything ended at 9plus B. came to look for me as he's friends was here too.
Jason drove us home. Thanks.

Sunday,
Stayed home the whole day.
Slept till 6pm awake by Bf calls. :/
Ate 2 Bread around 12 plus then went back to sleep at around 2 plus woke up around 6 because of his phone calls ate only one burger and 1 egg bread for dinner and back to sleep at 1230am?

Monday Morning came to work.

I need lots of Money Seriously.

I cannot take it anylonger,

2010-04-23T16:46:00.002+08:00

Now right here im damm sianx TTM.

Eveyday came to work doing nothing.
Im serving net for the whole 7 hours.
There's no stock we can place distributor cant place any order to us anymore as our company is closing down very very soon and our last Sea Shippment will be on Early May.
For the whole 2 months down im rotting everyday doing nothing just hope that  time could just pass faster.
I dont need to do any Month end already everyday just hope there's shippment coming in so that i can fix invoices if not there's totally like waiting day by day to tio pok. (RETRENCHMENT)
My budd feels damn hot.
Seating right in front of the computer but is serving internet for the whole damn 7 hours its good that money just flow into my pocket so Relaxing bad is damn freaking bored and sianx feel like sleeping can doze off anytime those who has been seeing me knows that i can sleep anywhere.everywhere im holding on as i took too many annual leave but i still have 7 days of MC unclear just hope that i get sick everyday stayed home to sleep or rather go outside somewhere or starts looking jobs for interview.

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2010-04-21T15:37:00.006+08:00

I Love them.

They are being with me for more then 4 years.

I miss secondary school days with them especially Jennifer JieJie both of us always stick together create troubles together she still remember me of tio warning letter in school HAHAs that i've already forgotten. :/

Remember:

We dont bring bags to school.

We play block catching in school.

We purposely went late to school just because we dosent wants to sing the National Anthem.

We were late we went for Macdonalds breakfast and still pack Macdonalds for our classmates.

We just bring only one blue pen to school for everylessons.

We slept in class for the whole lesson accept for maths, science and english.

Our English lessons we will always be watching movies shows. :)

Teacher is teaching while we went outside the bench seated for chit-chatting sessions.

Me and Jie always self dismiss ourselves from school during recess time and the security guard thought tat we are O Level students and he always let us leave. :S

We always left our left over plates and cups on the table and we ignore the prefect while they asked us to clear.

The poor prefect always have to help us clear up the mess left behind by us.

No ones dare to seat at our tables and benches if not they will be chased away by my class guys lols.

We dont quene up for foods we always cut in between the quene. :/

We brought drinks to class after we finish the drinks we throw the cups into the dustbin instead of the canteen bin. :X

When we have to stay for detention for the whole class after school? When the bell rings all of us coperate and went home and we even make our teachers cries and form teacher miscarrige once.

My scondary school class is really horrible but fun.

End of the year all of us still passed! no one retained. =)

Satuday night went troupe help Hap Lian.

Neo Yixin: Dont sad already must cheer up dont emo le.

I Know you love him. Aha Aha.. Hahas. =p

Sunday went yew geng chu kim Kor dui by using He Quan Xian Lian Gong temple name.
II swear i hate to chu kim Kor to the max very tiring!
Nvm. I embrance because one year we chu once only. Hahahs.

Sin Zai Ya Party Kuan Hock Tua.

2010-04-06T11:42:00.004+08:00

The Oversized Shirt.

Eveything's is per normal the same routline everyday.

Yesterday went to wilson godfather tua before that went coffee shop to had our dinner.

Went to kuan Hock Tua to attend Sin Zai ya party.

Im Bored over there. :'(

Steven keep on went disappear.

Vickson the photographer.

Wilson cling along with Sin Za Ya.

Chin Keong and Ah mai also went on their ways left me alone walking around.

Saw alot of farmiliar faces but just say HI only to Benson,Ah xuan and Swee Swee.

Msn with her all along till i reached. :)

Some times i find people and friends around me weird,

They say Hi to you when their mood is on and when their mood is off when u saw them somewhere outside when they saw u they appear that you are invisable and not even giving u a smile. :/

When i turn on the computer they will start to chat with you either msn or fb.

Whats Wrong? and me im not unfriendly okay!? you smile at me i will smile back to you talk to me i definately will reply you back thats why i always dont take the first move because i might be ignored when their mood is off. :X

Alrights just a short post.

Tonight might be going down Kuan Hock Tua again when i dont fall out to be tired.

Tonight kuan Hock Tua event Ah Pek Yan Hui.

2010-03-31T10:48:00.003+08:00

Got pissed.

Sometimes i really miss Bukit Batok home.

When i woke up theres always breakfast prepared for me before i head to work.

I dont need to wash any of my clothes on my own even cups,plates?

Weekends theres always either Lohn John Silver,Macdonalds,Sweensens,KFC breakfast to be prepared for me.

Im mummy Bao Bei daughter as she told Boyfriend.
No matter how hardcore she gamble but think back the things she done money is another topic she dote me alot.
When im sick she called non-stop and asked me to come back home straight to look after me.
I always make myself free on every Sunday to have dinner with her and brother.

I'm really pissed.
Is not that i dosent like kids is just that when you got home and you are tired once you enter your room and you saw that it was such a mess how would you feel pissed right?
When both of us is not around they always mess up the room.
They touched and play with whatever they like.
You said that they are still young they are just only kids?
I answer you if they were my kids i comfirm cane them.
I cant scold or beat them definately because they are not my kids!

Im such a kind soul to pack your room always and yet you always mess up.
How many times i have packed your cupboard and you always mess up with.
I'm been such a kind soul but you seems like dont appreciate it at all.
I got really really fed up each time and i said i seriously swear i wont packed for you again.
When i always enter the room kids will followed behind and they will starts to scream and yell inside the room i ignore till you cant take it any longer chased them out then i went to take a shower before i slept.
You always misplace your things you got fed up and i have to helped and look for it.
I've told you many many times dont misplace your things kids are around but you just dont care.
Everymorning when i leave i still have to clear all the rubbish before i left if not when i return home i bet the rubbish is still there.

My Bolster Mickey Mouse same thing when both of us not around they mess with it sometimes it appeared at the living room,Ah gong room? er ge room? on the floor?
WTH.

Who can i throw my tantrums to?
I already have insufficient sleep when i got home i still have to take such a mess.
What would you were me in my shoes how would you feel?

I've started to scold vlguar now a days and started to yell and scream.
My mood changed maybe because of insufficient sleep? Mess?
DONT KEEP ASKING ME QUESTION WHEN I DONT BOTHER TO ANSWER!
Silent is the best to claim me down.

If you are unhappy that i post everything out here then sorry.
I cant throw my tantrums to anybody.

Weekends,

2010-03-29T09:49:00.004+08:00

Saturday slept till 2plus was force to wake up because im craving for ice cream and since theres free voucher. Went over vivo to had Ben & Jerrys ice cream. Me and B choose 3 flavours each. I cant finish the tube of ice-cream at all but overall its nice! Afterwhich i brought two tops from vivo cost me 50bucks then went to pack Sub-Way before heading over to Pasir Panjang for dinner. B orderd 3 dishes all spicy! :S me jitao sianx he knows that i dont eat spicy food yet he ordered all spicy food i didnt eat much as well drank lots of water instead. His sister treat us crab since she's working at there. Suppose to go West Coast RC for lan after dinner but dobbin didnt answer the phone call and since we are tired we went home straight to K.O

Sunday was awake by B brother early morning he knock on our door. He woke us up to Chinatown for Dian Sum woke up went to prepared and he drove us there. Spent $162 altogether on food. Quite worthable not that expensive the food there very awesome but theres lots of people we have to quene and wait. Afterthat went home to take a nap planned to head out but we were lazy and tired. Suppose to meet mummy for dinner but everything spoiled. had porridge for dinner at home. Suddenly Ah teck came over followed by B sister they going for steamboat and asked us along went to changed and drove to bugis to had Steamboat after stemaboat went over East Coast to have UFO till 12:30am chance upon Tony and Jacelyn. Ah teck dad caught me a donald duck hair band after that went 7Eleven to brought Milk Tea before heading home since all of us very thirsty. Reached home 130am slept.

Meeting Mummy later on for dinner.

Tomorrow heading to Bugis.

Wednesday Going over woodlands as usual.

Thursday going over Safra to attend Wedding dinner.

Friday GoodFriday

Saturday & Sunday not plan.

Kidnapper.

2010-03-27T13:43:00.000+08:00

Yestearday after knock off from work went Jurong East to meet up with Ah wee and B. Went nearby coffee shop to had porridge for dinner after which went to find AXS machine to pay my handphone bills and we head over to Pandan Gardens nearby temple to pray then to coffee shop to meet up with jeffery had rojak and drinks over there then walked over to balk 412. Went home changed at 10pm head over to Jurong Point as Serene already been waiting for us at there catch Kinapper movie awesome rating 5/5 nice show indeed! Its like been im almost 24hours didnt slept since i woke up at 650am in the morning for work 530pm knock off from work than for movie till around 345am than reach home watch tv shows till i fall asleep.

Heading Vivo for Ben and Jerry ice-cream later on free voucher from mummy. :)

Usual

2010-03-19T09:34:00.003+08:00

Wemt to work as usual. Normal working routline.Yesterday ends work at 530pm alight at JP instead of taking train to JE and changed bus home.Went JP to brought my favourite oreo bubble tea brought donuts and took bused 30 home.

Recently BabyS had found a job at town. He starts work already. Work hard OK!?

Which means im very very free on weekdays after 530pm and weekends! Ask me out!!!

Lets hope that our working life wont affect our relatioships at all.

Hopefully tomorrow im out of my lazy bed. I dosent wants to spend my weekends sleeping at home.

Is time for me to look for jobs soon. Company retrenchment soon during MAY? which means i've to look for new jobs and attend interview! :/

Any recommend jobs? Please advise. Thanks!

Promise Made.

2010-03-13T10:51:00.000+08:00

I have made my promise towards BabyS.

I'm using IPhone for quite some time already and i went to change it for some reasons.

He insists me of changing IPhone together with him. =x

He loves IPhone so MUCH! i just dosent knows WHY?!

Now He took the Black while I took the White one.

Yesterday he brought me another screen protector with the Mirror Reflect.
Thanks! BabyS.

Suprisingly.
First time i saw him holding on to his phone in a smooth way and not rough.
He asked me not to lost my phone and he said he will never misplace his phone or maybe because we took the same phone together.

Lables: I miss you!

2010-03-11T13:02:00.001+08:00

I miss you so much right now!

2010-02-24T12:14:00.006+08:00

Im sorry to express my feelings out here.

Sorry for those wordy words than pictures because i have insufficient sleeps it wont look good in photos.

Everything changes that is not i want it to be but all i can do is just to accept it.
I break down yesterday.
I totally break down 4 times together already.
I'm not as strong as u think as.
Each time i break down i will cry in my sleeps.
I dont have the courage to tell you at all i always keep my feelings on me this is all i can do.

3 months. Although we didnt quarrel at all.
I feel things changes once CNY starts or beforehand.
Less messages.
Less talks.
Less hugs.

The feelings is not as strong as before.
Where have all this feelings gone to?
I dare not think much i dare not speak up.
Even if i do? I dosent know what is going to happen next?
I given you so much freedom and yet i dosent know whats happening nor where are u?
Isnt pathetic to look for your own boyfriends end up calling his friends 1 by 1 to look for him?
No return calls and messages from him the whole day from Morning till going to be midnight? How saddening it was? Even if i have text u or call you.
This is call Im your Girlfriend?
What a lousy GF am i right?

Ive to work the only time u sees me is after 630pm
Im at office for 8 hours. I spent more time here rather than home.
Sometimes when im home television is much more important to you?
Ive sound you and you try to accompany me more.

What really went wrong!?
This is not u like before.
Although im sad!
I dont show faces i dont let my emotionals to spoil mood.
I always cry in my sleeps.

I just hope it changes to the better and we are back to normal soon.
A few times when i cry in my sleeps i really feel like dsashing out of the house or cab back to TaoPayoh rather out alone for awhile but u are sick i dare not bear to leave u in your own room.

HeartBreaking.
I dont wish to cry in my sleeps anymore and i wont want to do that.
If y0u happen to read this is whats deep inside my heart for all those breakdown that i have no courage to says.

Your Love,Concern,Care and Hugs is not as strong as before.
I dosent likes to go your place when you always ask for when theres no u around in your room.
That empty Room that left with me alone.

Im just a simple girls like other Ordinarily girls who needs Loves,Cares,Hugs is already contented.

Happy CNY and Valentine Days

2010-02-19T21:39:00.004+08:00

The very first post during CNY.
CNY didnt went anywhere to relatives house either i spent it on troupes.
Since mummy went overseas and left me alone at Singapore they will be back tonight! yea! ")

On the 30th Lunar New Year i bring him along to visit mummy we went IMM Crystal Jade to had dinner with brother and back to BabyS brother place to had Steamboat.

Yesterday BabyS went to brought me a gold pendant from Tian Po without second thought.
I'm suprise and shock and afterwhich we went to have massage at CSC.
He says its for my Valentine gifts and mummy brought me a gold necklace for new year.
Thanks^^
Although we celebrated late due to we have our own troupes to busy at anyway this is a memorable one.

He's the first that brought me gold pendant.

He's the first that brought me necklace.

He's the first that we went to had Pasta Mania together.

He's the first that i stayed over his place for a couple of days.

He's the first that we went massage together.

He's the first that we went through 2010, New year,Valentine's day together.

He's the first we went saloon together to have our hair cut.

He's the first we went swimming together.

He's the first who always cook awesome food for me when i name im hungry.

He's the first we went to had Fish & Co together.

He's the first we went to had Sukura Buffet together.

He's the first who brought me expensive gifts among all his ex girlfriends.

BabyS thanks for your loves.

Seoul Garden

2010-02-11T10:12:00.002+08:00

Went Seoul Garden yesterday evening to had Seoul Garden Buffet for dinner,

We waited for liked around 30 minutes because its damn pack and due to those bookings maybe because of promotion?

After dinner head down to Boat Quey to find Jia Xian.

He asked me any changes on him.

I repliedYes! I prefer now the him rather than the past him.

Ha Ha Has!

BabyS keep saying he very handsome. LOLS.

Argeed!

Anyway im happy and once again to met them.

Its Like ^#(&*#)1246 since i last saw him.

Joyful day and Enjoyable Night.

Lets meet out again Soon! :)

Mummy Loves.

2010-02-09T11:33:00.002+08:00

This few days been out with mummy.
I dosent know why when ages grow i starts to miss her and care for her already.
Its the fact that no matter what has happen she's still my mother afterall and its fated to be born by her no one can predict life.

I just hope that she stays healthy and thats good enough.
Ive planned to have dinner with her once a week and i'll try to make time no matter how busy i am.

As For Relationships.

It dont went smooth this few days.
I dosent know WHY!!!
I hate it TTM!
Who can i tell i cant even vent my anger on here neither FB.

F.

I have in sufficient sleep too!
Arghh..
I dosent know what to say.

But one thing in mind i will always remember the words you say.
It hurts me deeply and i wont forget.

Shall stop here.
Im going back to work.
I hate those Aunties and Uncles at office.
So what u are older and gain more experience than me, So what im the youngest here?
I just DONT Like you all.
Faster Retrenchment and i wont be able to see your faces.
GOODBYE!

Changes.

2010-02-01T11:17:00.000+08:00

Everything seems to be changing,

Updating.
Currently im staying over at Toa Payoh and not elsewhere as i've already shifted house which means im no longer staying at Bt Batok.

Sometimes i really wants to give up everything troupes and tuas.
I dosent know why i felt this way but i just cant get a deceision on my mind!
Am i strees towards certain things?
I just cant let go.

I'm stepping lesser and lesser on tuas and troupes already.
Where have i been? Working! Working hours i spend is more than family's and loveones.
I need time and i will be back soon.

All i need now is MONEY!
I have to handle everything on my own now.

This is my life, I cant do anything.
All i can be sad for. I dont have,grow up in a proper family!
I dont wish that my future kids to walk down the path im walking now in order to work hard!

2010-01-19T14:52:00.002+08:00

2010-01-11T12:20:00.010+08:00

Im Back to post!

Saturday im moving to ToaPayoh but for the time being i temp staying over at BabyS place and meanwhile im going to fly to Thailand soon.
Hopefully is Fun!
andd i dont have to pay any single cents! ^^
Supposely i have to pay the Air-Line ticket by myself and the rest shop,sleep and eat is pay by my mum but now since my brother is willing to pay for me i shall go right? why not?
but im not that evil i smsed him and asked him what's his budget and the rest i'll try to pay on my own since my brother is still studying and not working!

Seriously im lack of cash!
There's a whole list of things i havent buy yet.
Going to drain down $200 when i get my pay.
-$30 for LYD.
-$$ A pair of flip flop.
-$$ Bring Home money.

andd.. there's more.
1 Set of New Year CLothings? A pair of New Heels.
Fix my hair?

Where to find CASH?
Cash is Something that kills relationships and friendships.
~

Something makes me happy right now!
Because i just sign up for wirless broad band.
Which means i can start using my HP to serve net already when im bored! (:
Ha Ha HAS!

I'm going update my blog and post pictures soon when im back from thailand again.

Will be a busy week next month due to CNY lion dance.
BabyS will be busy and me too!
Hope that he wont neglect me at all.

Me and him is still pretty fine.
As usual we meet up everydays.
The best way to save cash is to stayed home as what we did these days.
Thanks! BabyS for fetching me after i knock off from work almost eveyday.

lil Javier,

I'M Missing BabyS right Now.

He made me laugh out of hell last night.
While i was playing games using com and he's Playing with my Camera.
He did silly stuns that made me laughs non-stop.
I cant post out photo right here im sure if he saw it he will post my ugly photos up too.

Friday went holland to find BabyS and Co.
Afterthat Went to his place K.O early as early as 12AM.

Saturday.
Slept till 4pm in the afternooon.
Both of us woke up at the same time.
He went to wash up first than my turn.
Ate Noodles for Breakfast Plus Lunch.
Aftertat he went to took a shower because he's going down Xiong Sheng for training and i dosent wants to go so i stayed home till he's back home.
No one at Home accept me.
Around 930pm?
Everyone came Back.
So sweet of Darnest to keep me accompany and he doze off right beside me less than 30 mis! :/

He asked?
Jiejie u alone arh?
Where is Ah li susu?
ME: He went for lion dance lor.
He: Oh, So late le still go lion dance.
Ah Li susu didnt take care of u leave u alone at home. =/
He's really adorable.
laughs*

Saturday,
Woke up at 3pm in the afternoon.
Went to wash up.
Around 730 went to shower than his turn.
Went down to VIVO.
Actually i wanted to Buy Mango Clothing but nonthing caught my eyes.
So shop around and went ZARA spend 60 over dollars there.
Wanted to catch movies but we was late.
So went to had KFC and turn home.

Clumsy

2010-01-06T12:04:00.003+08:00

Im so clumsy again to hurt myself yesterday.
BabyS saw it his reaction very funny. Hahas!
Is not i wants.
The cut is quite deep.

Went to Tanjong Pagar for laser.
I laser away my arms and legs hair.
Need to go for the second and third appointment and it wont grow forever. Tumbs UP!

Well.
Friends are not forever.
They come on and off.
You will never knows they will be adding oil and fire into it.
Never trust someone 100 percent accept your family and love ones.
True friends is hard to find.

3 Jiu told me something meaningful.
What if one day someone met an accident end up at Hospital?
End up paralysed?
Who will be there to take care of you rest of your life?
Familys!
Friends they will visit you for the first few months after few months later i dont think they will continue to visit you anymore.
Yar! Maybe we have great friends now,
Who knows down the roads will we maintane to be?

BabyS.
Loves to hug me and he loves my hug always!
Ha Ha Has!
We meet up everydays without fail.
He bring me by his side along everywhere and anywhere where he wants to go.
He's used to it and im part of his life.

babyS imu,ilu

Careless,

2010-01-04T12:53:00.000+08:00

How careless can i be cut my fingers by paper during work this morning!
Im really tired right now. :-(

Went swimming yesterday morning.
Afterthat to have steamboat after early dinner went to Home Team NS for K sessions.
We enjoyed ourselve's! Tumbs up! :-)

Who knows?
Maybe he's part of my life.
I dosent wants to think much at all, but certain things keep appearing right infront of me.
I dosent know what to say.
Arent you afraid?
Flash through my messages and calls once i log into msn and u always said why so many of them still contacting me?
But me? why the same things appearing again and again?

Its great that past this months we didnt even quarrel before only argueements.
I really wish that i can read through your mind.
Both of us is stubbon enough to kept things down botton of our hearts.
We will never speaks out after a period of time.

2010

2010-01-02T10:57:00.005+08:00

The first post for 2010.

Countdown on 31st Dec 2009.
Didnt went anywhere but Zoo.
After Zoo trip went for swimming at Jurong Complex suppose to went down vivo to countdown but we were too tired already so we stayed home to countdown.
When the clock strike 12am. We K.O immediately after that.

Thanks for all the New Year Greeting Messages.
Wish Everyone A Happy New Year!
2010 has arrive drain down 2009.

♥♥Hope every year is a better year for everyone family's and friend's!

We are back.

2009-12-28T10:31:00.000+08:00

X'mas Eve,

I work till 3pm after work bused down to Dearest place.
Used com till 5plus both of us went to washed up get changed and went over Dearest friends house for buffet around 9.30pm left and went up tua for steamboat.

Kui pek and Sin Zai ya came up.
lols..
Kui pek is damm Happy to see so many of us are back!
He came up awhile and left follow by Pui Pui Sin Zai he Distribute us X'mas Presents of course is PaPa prepared de loh. PuiPui wants to come up just to accompany us countdown X'mas eve when he came up i keep singing jiggle bells songs he ignored me of course cause i dont think he knows what im singing! :x

Receive: 2 X;mas present from PaPA,
              1 from Sin Zai.
              1 among us within lucky Draw.
              1 from Wendy Gal.

Thanks for all the X/mas presents and the X'mas text Messages,

I really did enjoyed myself me,Dearest and the rest Cabbed home around 5 plus in the morning!
We were laughing non stop from Night till Morning! lols..
I like this Feeling.. Whoohoo.

X'mas Day!

Went Yew Geng With Dearest at Potong Pasir.
Nothing Much.
From morning till night.
After Yew Geng head over to Enous to watch Guan MO Hui.
After everything ended went to pack Shushi and trained home.

It's really heartache to been ignored !

I almost cried out loud.

I admit that im weak,

but im going to stay strong.

2009-12-24T10:44:00.003+08:00

Andd... Not forgetting my B,

B. We had gone through this one month.
Time's really flies so fast.
We almost meet up everydays but we dont seems to be bored at each other.
Maybe this is what you given me so called LOVE.
You given me happiness is the same as i given to you that i always sees you tattoo on your face.
Ha Ha hAs!
Staying beside you really make me look like a pig.
I just dosent wants to eat.
Im already bloated but i always force myself to eat.
Why? Because you already ordered.
I feel so uneasy and unwell.
You know? Sometimes im too full till i can't even get to sleep at night that makes me so tired! =.=
I know you trutly care and concern about me.
T. H. A. N. K. S!

buuuuuuuuuuuuuut. pleeeeeeeease dont feed me with food anymore. :-(

Merry Christmas!

See i still have the heart to keep your photos.
Not forgetting you.
Suprise hor!
Ha Ha Has!
Sorry,
I know quite some time you didnt get to see me!
Because of my work and whenever you called im always outside.
You know me the hor! Next time asked me out earlier and i comfirm will meet you de.
Promise*
Anyway: Wish you A Merry X'Mas and a dearful year ahead.

Long Tain Men,

2009-12-24T10:15:00.001+08:00

Knock off from work, Yesterday went over to meet Dearest he asked me to train over to commonwealth and bused down to find him! So i did. Suppose to meet him dunno at which place? but last minute changes after receiving his messages. They went over Long Tain men to Cai Qing because its LTM tua big day and I'm the Camera Girl of the day. Photos upload here.

Hello! Wilson TOH,
You owe me X'mas gifts asked me to be carmera girl of the day,
So must give me credits!
lols..

What a Miss,

2009-12-21T09:43:00.004+08:00

I miss my $1000 dollars on Lucky draw! :-(
$1000 gone, but i didnt blame Dearest about it,
I Sacrifice so much things on him.
I miss my 1000 bucks.
I miss my food on WaterFront Hotel.
I miss my troupes.
I miss my pay just to accompany him for his 21st Birthday.

I Sacrifice so much things and all i just wants you to be Happy!
How Much do u love me then?
Now you feel it?
Please dont doubt my love.

My AIM!
Im going to get myself another gucci stuff before Chinese New Year.
Im going to save COST from now.
I know i can do it! Im going to control myself for not spending money on unwanted things.

Dearest control me on Spending.
Me control him on Spending.
lols..

andd now.. his money is with me inside my bank. HAHAHAS!
How trustworthy he trust me?!
Thanks B!

Who wants bring me go shopping???
Anybody?!
Text me or give me a call!

Reached office this morning and saw Xmas Card on my desk.
THanks,
Although i had no idea?
But i appreciate the Xmas Card. :)

Town,

2009-12-19T12:20:00.003+08:00

Dearest 21st year old photos is all now on facebook i had upload to his account and mine please grap from there as it was around 74 pictures altogether.

Yesterday went town with Dearest!
:))

Dearest brought me this xmas hair clip for 5 bucks.

Before we head t0 town.

Dearest accompany me to Grand Copthorne WATERFRONT HOTEL to get my 200dollars Voucher and 2 voucher of International Buffet.

Thanks.

Than we cabbed to town.

We went town ToyR's to shop for Darnest Birthday Gift.

He turn 5 years old today!

Happy Birthday Darnest!

Dearst went to shop for Darnest Birthday cake.
We didnt shop for our own things because of lack of time,
But we going town again soon i guess.
His promise.
Hahahas!
I know you dosent likes to go crowded place but because of me i wanted to go so you had no choice but to accompany me.
lols..

Before heading back home.
We went to chinatown to had Tian Ji Zou for our dinner than back home to blow candles with Darnest!

Thanks B.
You will never fail to get things for me that i wants and to make me Happy at all times.

Upsets,

2009-12-18T15:41:00.001+08:00

Yesterday im really damm upsets.
Due to certain reasons no one knows about it and i dont wish to says because i dosent wants to spoil mood.
Tears Shattered!

Till now the feelings is still there.
How disappointed and hurt it is.
Seriously speaking actually i dosent wants to attend.
As i said i guess we going to have tiff and guess my 6 sense are right.
All along im still smiling.
I might look okay but deep inside my heart who knows how pain it is?!
Anyway im going back on Saturday because Sunday going t0 help Hup Lian troupes yew geng maybe i will feel happier listen to their jokes.

I dosent wants to eleborate any further.
Photos will be uploading late.
Pardon me.

B. Turning 21.

2009-12-16T12:13:00.005+08:00

Dearest turning 21 when the clock strike 12am tonight!

I had done things that i didnt done before.

Special~

He's the only guy i came out with alot of ideas.

Freestyle drawing using com.

Hand writing of Birthday Present Wrapper.

Although it can buy outside anywhere.

Mine is just a piece of color paper wriiten on it but i take Minutes and Seconds to write every single word on it.

Designing of Birthday Card's on facebook.

It took me the whole morning to figure it out.

lols..

Andd this is the outcome! :-)

Money cant buy love and Happiness!

Dearest i know i always to stupid things.

You said once, Im the only girl who gave you so much memories.

butt..

I always see your reaction lilke no feelling leh.. ;<

You everything also kept in your heart!

If i can look through your heart jiu hao lo!

lols..

Anyway im the first to wish you Happy Birthday!

HAHAHAHAS! xp

Im going to make Birthday cake for you later!

Wait for my Surprise !

我爱你!

H0w Deep?

2009-12-14T10:17:00.001+08:00

I dosent know?
Sometimes i think the same way as him, How deep has he fallen for me?
I had no idea at all!

He threw away her things right in front of me,
Sometimes i wounder ...
She's the girl he love whole heartly in the past,

Sometimes im just woundering?
No SPEAKS!
Deep in my heart.
When u transfer me money without any vaild reasons,
Im thinking when im there u dont cherish me at all!
When i leave you?! you come back to look for me?

Its all over,
Dont transfer me any more money for me to used anymore.
Im sorry.

Im thinking somehow.
She can siad that how deep has she fallen for him but she keep Reminisce her past of what she did?
I just dont understand at all.
Im ignoring.
but im still curious to know all about it.

Sunday,

2009-12-14T09:36:00.004+08:00

Sunday,

Accompany Dearest to Yew Geng went 3 places.

The sorching sun is really hot!

Went to the front seat of the lorry im sleeping through the whole journey.

Because both of us just had 3 hours of sleeps only.

Everything ended around at 3 plus?

Aftermath went to bugis. Brought Bday decorations for Dearest coming Chalet.

Went to stroll Bugis streets brought dearest 2 boxerS! lols...

Alot of things caught my eyes but i didnt brought any.

Because i didnt bring my bag along with me and im lazy to carry plastic bags with me.

Im going back to get the things i wants soon.

After bugis streets went to catch a movie, After movie went to had Steamboat, After Steamboat went Sims Drive to had Buffet!

Reached home immediately went to take a shower 130am

K.O!

Im Back.

2009-12-10T11:24:00.000+08:00

Im back from overseas.
Didnt brought back anything but 3 Shirts for dearest.
Lols..
Theres nothing for me to buy there.
Yesterday reached Spore midnight 130am
Cab home, put down things dearest cab to ny place and head over to his house.
Reached his place at 2am? Bath use com for awhile and turn in at 2.30am and i've just got 3 hours of sleeps. :x

Mummy asked me to bring dearest back home,
She even asked me to asked him to follow us along to thailand.
She knows that im staying over at his place.
Shes willing to pay for his expenses but not traveling fees.

Miracles do Happens!

Ri Heng.

2009-12-07T09:46:00.001+08:00

Yong Quan Didi

Flower Lorry,

Yesterday,

Went Yew geng from 12 plus afternoon till 11 plus night,

Reached back batok guan kio things reached home past midnight twelve.

Im so tired right now and i'll still came to work this morning!

Bodyaches, :-(

Reached home throw tantrums.

Sorry Dearest im too over tired already.

Thats why dont really chat on you with phone because i dosent wants to spoil your mood.

Saw Dearest at next destination at Redhill,

Ran down the lorry to look for him hugged him from the back! :x

Than chat with him a little while went back to lorry somehow i went back to look for him again.

I ran up and down the lorry.

I dosent knows why? or maybe i just wants to see him that much.

I just miss him!

2009-12-06T02:00:00.004+08:00

Currently at Dearest house just had noodles cooked by Dearest!

So nice of him! ")
Thanks! (:
Tomorrow morning im going back home cause i going for troupes having yew geng.

Im going to miss him rreal hard.

Friday,

Went over west mall to meet him after work.
MeanWhile while waiting for him suddenly randomly went to brought some snacks back to his house.
(Giant Chocky, Im so in love with it!)

Reached his place dearest went to cooked fried rice for my dinner.

Very nice of him lor.. ^^

After dinner, bath than both of us to facial mask.

Not long after i immediately K.O

Sorry, Dearest.

Didnt accompany u always.

Im always the first to be asleep and awake.

Thanks for everythings.

You are still the one i love,

I've changed,

2009-12-01T09:04:00.004+08:00

Sorry,

NaiPa and NaiMa to keep you all worried about me.
I didnt been anywhere expect being with bf always.

I know i've changed Completely after 20cents have left me.
Its a bow to me.
I guess you know how i feel.
I cant say that i totally forget about him already.
At times i will still think about him i always wanted to visit him but i dont have the courage and im finding someone to accompany me to visit him.

There's so much things happened around me.
Mummy still the old her. She wont change at all. hais..
Till now she still havent find a roof for me yet and me i have change to i dont bother any thing and stuff anymore.

I just wants to be happy.
I cant afford to lose anyone anymore.
I dont wish to!
Please peeps think twice before you act dont hurt your loves ones and friends.

Being with my currently bf im really contented.
He knows what im thinking,
He knows what im doing,
I just wants to be under his shoulder.
We dont hide things from each other.
Im happy to sees him been happy im also smiling.
Seeing him stress im also stress. :/

You once asked?!
Am i happy to be with you?
I'm really happy to being with you.

I just wants to be happy and nothing much more.
I wants my smiles to be back i just wants happiness and loves is already good enough.
i dont ask for more.

Nai pa,nai ma dont worry i promise to be back on friday alrights!

Thanks for the concern and dote u given to me.

Sar Kong Anniversary.

2009-11-28T13:53:00.003+08:00

Going over Sar Kong later for dinner. Their Anniversary hope everythings went well and smooth for them.

Im going to logoff now bath and went over Sar Kong already.

Im going to be back to post when im back! :)

3 Days,

2009-11-28T13:46:00.001+08:00

Been 3 days accompany boyfriend . Went over his place to have lunch and dinner. He's still as sweet and nice ever. Under his care and dote! Hope this will never ends.

Disappointed.

2009-11-26T09:52:00.004+08:00

Please stop all your nonsense!
Our problem is between us please dont pull the 3rd parties invloves.
Theres nothing to do with him.
Its my choice to choose who to be with.
Want find faults come talk to me dont ever hurt the ones beside me!

Please grow up.
Im really really tired of your behavior.

I know you are still deeply in love with me.
but even if we patch things up now theres nothing can changed back.
My heart is no longer there
You can have me but u cant win my heart anymore.
There's no point.
What caused this? you yourself knows well.
So stop all this nonsense.
Dont turn it out of control.

I give in alot already but nothings changes.
Im not clinging to it anymore.
Im really tired.
Its time for you to grow up and spare a thought for me if you really loves me.
Please let me go.
At times be freinds its better than being couples.

Thanks peeps for the support to be with steven Tan,
I dosent knows why eveyones support me to be with him.
I consider to be with him.

So everythings is settle now.
I choose Steven Tan to be with.
SO STOP ALL THE NONSENSE NOW!
IF YOU REALLY DO LOVE ME!
IM SURE YOU WANTS ME TO BE HAPPY?

You can hate me or dislike me, i wont mind.
because i just wants to be happy.
Dont ever hurt me anymore.
No more trouble pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase!

Ended.

2009-11-25T10:12:00.002+08:00

Everythings seems like changing so fast.
I give up on him already.
I dosent wants to further any more.
Thers no wrong and whos at fault.
Just blame that we have no fate at all.
Realtionships need two parties hand clap together,

Steven been fetching me from work and meet XB didi and the rest up this few days to SK for training or perhaps he's afraid that im down?

Vickson supppppper cute can!
AT coffee shop when we are having our dinner.
While waiting for them to serve i dosent knows whats on my mind spinning about
Suddenly he says eh what are you thinking arh?
Me: Nothing. Mind Blank
He: Haiz.., ya Bu yao xiang zhe me duo le la.
Cute hor him^^

Hello,
S.T Im not sianx at all hor.
Say me at your blog till this way!

I dosent know since when he fond on me but we are really just friends although we look like more than friends but the fact is we are really just friends.
To belive? depends on you guys.

I dont care what peeps says and their eyes of looking at us.
If we get along together is not Surprising at all.
Sooner or later,
To be fair and Square let time to decide our fate bah.
I live for myself and not others.

Spider WeB.

2009-11-23T09:51:00.004+08:00

If you guys are woundering what had happened?
Theres nothing much actually.
We had make things clear already.
I really hope that you will take care of yourself.
I know tat you will still be reading my blog as usual.
For this period of time thanks for being my side,

You still can contact me as usual as i said,
I just hope that you are doing fine.
Its time for you to be independent already.
Work hard, and Jia you alrights! :)

Im not going to update that often.

Pardon me,

I promise to back soon.

Tagges will be reply as usual everyday's

Continue to tagges and look for me...

Somehow percious i wants to sees u real soon!

Understand,

2009-11-20T09:58:00.001+08:00

Till today you still dont understand me at all. I've been tied and control. What makes us turn this way? you yourself knows very clear about? I just wants the love from you and not been tied and control this is called being control and not love! You always wants to meet and chat on phone everydays even we have no topic at all i dosent wants end up you says Weekdays im tired u undetstand but weekends i didnt work and i refuse to chat with u.. Why not u ask me to marry you now! so u can get to see me everyday talk to me everyday? when u came back from work? I really wish that you can think one day. I had sort things out with u not even me SC and WL tried too but? nonthing gets into your head at all? Why always ended to this state than you will really go and think about it? The feelings has changed its not as strong as before. Im avoiding. Time is to give us peace and not quarrels. So Please you know that if we carry on things this way things will never get better!

I really hopes u had grown up and knows how to think already.
You have all your words.
Time is what we need the most now.
Wl says im hurting myself, Yar indeed better than u having your emotionals,thinking of drinkings, dont wants to sleep middle of the night??
Please.. Leave me alone.
Is time for you to think and for me to have peace!
You said you going to change?
Lets Hope for.

Zhu tou still as sweet! and nice ever!
Zhu tou will never fail to be there,
I hope this counts on and on.
I miss Zhu Tou.

Fortune,

2009-11-18T10:41:00.007+08:00

Im back to blog,
S. keep asking me to update and for my GF' sake they almost tagg me daily.
For S. sake and GF's sake im back to post!

At times i feel so fortune being dote by ♥♥.
♥♥ brings me out more than MBM,
♥♥ feeding me with lots of foods always,
♥♥ dote me more than MBM,
PHEW~!

Yesterday ♥♥ text me asked me wherther i wants to follow ♥♥ to sintua?
So i said i went home changed first and i went home took my Headset and sim card.
♥♥ reached before me.
Sorry to keep you waiting because when i reached batok its already 6.30pm normally i will reached around 610? lols..

While waiting for bus called Zhihao korkor asked him how to went there?
He told me the wrong direction of going! :/
Im lucky beacuase i did'nt listen to his advice!!!
If not im going to be lost and found.

♥♥ was so nice to fetched me from the busstop.
Reached Tua place ♥♥ feed me with food again! :/
I ate, because i make ♥♥ pekche i refuse to eat both of us stare at each other and stare at the food for 5mis? end up i finish up my dinner!
Aftermath ♥♥ went to do things while i went to watch shows around 10plus bussed home.
♥♥ send me back to my place and ♥♥ changed bus home! :)

Thanks for the accompany! :)

♥♥ later will be busy with things.
Im good today to had noodles for breakfast.
Better dont skip meal i tell you!
lols..

WH, Messaged me this morning and he said that he's sick?

LOls, take good care alrights!

But, he still went to work!

He's going to sin tua at woodlands tonight to support his friends! :)

Im not going to meet him.

Im going to meet him next week sunday! :)

One word!

Please take good care of yourself alrights!

Laughters!

2009-11-16T12:08:00.002+08:00

This few days been out to accompany someone and co. :)
? feed me with lots of foods! :x
Thanks for the soya bean milk, feeding ne with lots of food and scanning my childhood pictures.
Im going to post it.

Smile and laughters was given by ?! (:
Eveyone judge a book by its cover but deep inside no ones knows whats happening.
Only ? :D

T. H. A. N. K. S.

Yesterday WH came to look for me and we sort things out.
Eveything is fine now!
Hope it wont turn out to repeat history again and over again.
Sometimes i really feel very irrated!!!
Hope you really understand, i gave you lots of trust i wants to get back the same trust as i given to you and not been tied always.

I think im going to fall sick soon! :)
My voice starting to change already.
I feel damm cold right now andd now im wearing very thick sweater but i dont feel warm at all!
Im going to eat oilly food later on to get sick! (:
Better than im in this state going to fall sick but havent fall sick! :x

Not comfortable at all!!! :(

Art Piece

2009-11-12T12:11:00.000+08:00

Had coffee and Chocolate cakes for breakfast in the Morning!(:
Yesterday,
WH came to fetch me we went JP ToastBox to have our dinner.
I order Curry Chicken Rice he orderd the same dish as me.
Than walked around JP than head over to batok to meet upwith the rest. Sching,MeiQi,Ah Xuan.
They were having their dinner at West Mall foodcourt so me and WH walked around WestMall from the 4th level to 2nd level so we decided to do Art-Piece to kill boredom in the main while while waiting for them to finish their dinner.

This is what he choose.
He did the Minnie and i did the Mickey! :)

After finishing doing.

We walked over to balk 186 for somecatch up till 11pm and WH send me home! :)

Thats all, updating soon! :D

Bf is always so nice never fail to entertain along with me and do silly things with me!

Boy, Thanks for toleration of my attitudes,

i know at times i show u attitudes but all is beacause i hope i can change u for the better.

I dosent wants to see u in this state,

your health,your things you always drag and drag u dont care at all but i care.

i dosent wants anything to happens to you and u regret it down the roads,

Maccccccccccdonalds!

2009-11-11T10:50:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,

I was craving for Macdonalds meal!
Somone called and made me laughs throughout the day non-stop.
Surprisingly he really meet me and the rest up for dinner at West Mall Macdonalds! :)
So nice of him! (:
After finishing our food they went to take a path than we walked over to batok 186 to slack waited for YongKang DID to reached aftermath accompnay him to 155 Coffeeshop for his late dinner and Home Sweet Home.

HE* went out middle of the night yesterday at 2am.

To meet up with his friends at Woodlands.

I trust u to be out middle of the night.

Hope i get the trust from u as i given to YOU!

Money is What all of us need.

2009-11-09T11:13:00.003+08:00

Well, 5 days im not going to meet WH!
Im going to start to save money from next month onwards.
Im moving house before Chinese New Year, but i dont know where im going to moved to?!

Im starting to pack and clear my things already!
Busy, Busy,

No matter how far i went!
I still will Bring My Thailand TiGER! My Piglet given by Jie YI,Ah kok,MeiMei, andd andd.. ??? Mug by DaoTong, Donald Duck, Meimei, Jennifer the rest of my softoys i think im going to give it away or sell to kanaguni! lols

I need to save cost to get clothings,dresses,Heels,bags for my own, for CNY and tops for WH too!
Everything is needed on money from now on.
Close to me Girlfriends know what situation im on right now,
Last Company having Retrenchment they are going to close down S;pore office and they will be moving to Thailand and im woriking till end of MAY 2010.

Shagg..
Need to find new jobs again.
Good thing!
Making new friends and learn New things,
Bad!
Went for interview,New enviroment, Things will never be this easy like what im doing now.
=/

Everything is just needed

on MONEY!

2009-11-06T10:05:00.010+08:00

Hello BITCH!

Stop all your nonsense enough is enough,
Stop messaging WeiHao as u know he's already attached,
I dont mind u two contact as friends by why again and again asking him why he choose to be with me? Your problem arh? Keep asking him about me for? Dont step one good come my blog tagged me behind keep on messaging him? asking him to accompnay you either message or chat on phone? Hello Please know your limit. You are already being a mother i guess you should know how to thhink by now! Stop going around and seduce him. He join which troupe's choose which girlfriend's it dosent matters you at all. Not Happy Bring it on! ASS HOLE!

What He Did.

Can Imgine i finish the whole bowl of pasta?
Long Long Once!
anddd, anddd share the cup of Ice-Cream with him! <33

This is what he did when im alseep at home middle of the night!(:
Thanks!
We had come through 1 month i know that its just only one month but we gone through many up and downs tiffs.
Understand each other is easy accept each other attitude is not that easy.

Give and Take,
Forgive and Forgets.

This is what we always do!

One Month.

2009-11-04T13:21:00.004+08:00

Mood for today: HAPPY!

Yesterday wh came to look for me and i pull him to trim his eyebrown together with me! :)

Laughs!

Aftermath we find a place to slack have lots of catch ups with him. We both think and share the same topic around 10pm he send me home and he buss-ed home.

Tomorrow will be our 1 month. :)

but but we are going over HQ because he will be having training!

Im okay with it because im understanding,

For the past one month being with him.

I feel that he's really protective towards me.

I can sense that the love from him is always strong.

He willing to changed his attitude because of me.

He willing not to give up easily because of me.

He told me once after being together with me he realise he's not that guy he used to be,

he himself changed alot and his mum told him the same thing too or maybe this is call love ba,

A guy willing to change for a girl u can sense the love from the guy will never be false.

Thanks for the (L)

Just now having phone chat with ? for a short while.

Now that ? understand what im thinking.

If he didnt asked i didnt says out?

I think i'll always keep everyhing and bottle up!

Just hope tat u can be more M enough ba.

Anyway,

Happy one month! To love!

051009

Jealousy,

2009-11-03T13:24:00.007+08:00

Im back to postttttttt...!
Past few days busy with flower lorry stuff and troupes.

Now im back to blog.. lols..

Yesterday took half day leave to meet up with wh because of troupes we had some tiff in between because of work timing we hardly can accompnay each other so i took leave since its his off day.
Around 1220pm Kenneth drove me to JP since im meeting wh at control station.
Thanks to him! :)

We went Bugis for shopping aftermath Long John Silvers for lunch than meet Mei Qi at Outram Park control station than cabbed down to SMITH road near Chinatown and meet up the rest for K sessions. It Just cost us 10 Bucks from 2pm to 7pm free flow of drinks somemore! :)

After K sessions Wee Liat came to look for us than we head over to VIVO since its still early and none of us feel like going home.
Around 11pm all of us bussed home went saperate ways on our own!

I dont feel like blogging,

i dont wish to say it all loud out here.

Wh, im sure you konw what im refering to right?

Helllo, Please dont made me piss off anymore.

♥鹤权武术醒狮团

2009-10-29T15:02:00.004+08:00

~~Flower Lorry,~~

~~28102009~~

W995

2009-10-26T14:33:00.004+08:00

Like Finally i get my phone changed! (:

Waited for so long.

Sick and tried for using my old phone cause of some problems.

W995 quite a nice phone its not lag at all i swear! but 1 thing bad is it cant hang hp stripe and more.

Alrights back to post,

Lai, Let me show you Girlfriend Pictures!

Taken 2 weeks ago at PasirRis BBQ because of my laziness im lazy to upload and now right here im bored and ive nothing to do im now here blogging!

I never failed to make you smile or laughs right?

Yesterday she text me after texting she cant stand me and i went back to take afternoon nap!

Hahas...! :P

HELLO EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!(:

I'm good okays!

You SeeeeEEEeeeeeeeee!

Im always here for you loh!

This friday im not able to be going up tua again it's the 3rd week already u had been 2 weeks didnt saw me.. :)

Miss Me not? Miss me?! Come trained down from Pasir Ris to Batok find me i tell u i will love you die! lols..

Nai Pa and Nai Ma always said the old sentance "i dote the most is me already lor"..

Bluff de.

NP very long never call me already and NM also.

KNS.

No my heart i purposely never text you messages even if i did u will either never reply or call me back.

lols..

Complain to my kui pek lor.. I know he will be watching over me. He last saw me is after L.C.G Big day and no more le, lols..

I ddint went missing because of BF.

I didnt Neglect you guys.

Is just that busy with troupes.

I week i only met BF twice.

He one week off once! Public holiday no off! Eveyday work till either is 10PM or 11PM

So you guys dont anyhow think hor!

What to do?

Because of work.

Im understanding i didnt complain to him either.

WH ah WH!

So u dont think too much alrights!?

I didnt blame you have no time for me, I didnt blame you even its your offday and not only both of us spend the days is but with others.

Happy 19 Bday to Mr Tan Wee Liat!

2009-10-22T10:20:00.010+08:00

This guy here!
Like wont get touched?
I was so tired but i pull myself out of my bed to went down cck around 11.30 to give him a surprise and help him celebrate his 19 Bday!
I even start singing Bithday song for him alone first follow by Wh.
Mr Tan Wee Liat why u like that the??
Sorry S.Ching D for nt answering ur calls cause im really tired, im sleeping. zzz

Anyway Once again HAppy Birthday! to you.
Hope u like what we did. (:
Work hard and u sucess!
:)

S.Ching D & W.Hao D. (=

Let the pictures do the talking..

Bye, Whole morning im uploading Pictures.

Im off to get back to work now..

Updating soon..

Stay tune readers!

Diffrence!

2009-10-20T10:09:00.008+08:00

See the diffrence's bf style his hair and without style very BIG DIFFRENCE right!?

This few days spent my weekends Sat Sun for chushi again! lols..
Saturday went chu shi as early as 8.30am than aftermath went Ping Guo shop than had dinner at Sunshine Place. Around 7plu all of us went home changed meet 9pm at lot 1 cabbed to St James Boileroom Club.
Onnnnnnnnnne word!
FuuuuuuuuuuuNnnnnnnnnnnn! (:

Sunday,
Went to troupe at 8.30am chu shi eveything ended around 11 plus went home changed and train-ed to pasi ris for BBQ! whole journey im alone Bf accompany me sms while he was working!
Thanks Bf. =)

Monday,
I dont have to work so slept at home till 5plus in the afternonn damm tired.
Suppose to went down tua but i cant wake up nobody call me either! :/
Around 5 plus woke up changed went over to WM to wait for Bf than cabbed to guan as they are teaching arron kia they all training. After around 1030? cabbed down to Ten Mile junction they having Land Games L4D around 12am i cabbed home with BF.

Bf is my medicine PILL! :)

Happy Pals

2009-10-16T13:35:00.002+08:00

Happy Bitthday to you!
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to ONG Wei Chang and NEOYi XIN!!
Happy Bithday to you!(:

Yesterday went KTV to find them.

Im really happy to see them.

We might be driffing apart cause of certain reasons?

ARMY,WORK,STUDIES.

But you guys are percious to me we had been years of ships!

We played,We laughs, We quarrels We ate lunch,dinner,Breakfast together?

All those moments is really hard to forget.

Hope it turns round and round and never stops.

Once again,

Happy Birthday to both of you,

Never give up in anything theres always empty space for u to look out for,

Hope eveythings goes will and smooth for both of you!

Happy Birthday! :D

051009

2009-10-16T13:17:00.002+08:00

This is what i saw when i log into my friendster account?

isn't it sweet?

He had done so much to keep this realationships going no quarrels and fights.

He had given in alot to me.

I might not be a good girlfriend but i wont do something that will let you down!

PROMISE okays!

He's indeed really a good guy and nice Boyfriend!

We fated to be together once,

Hope it will last.

Living with no regrets to be with you!

~~CHANG WEI HAO! <33~~

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you,

I had no control over.

Im Sick!

2009-10-14T09:51:00.000+08:00

Im sorry,

Yesterday make so many of them worried for me.
End up all of them accompany me.
Hate this feelings to the MAX!

Yesterday suppose to meet bf after my work went to have mac for dinner.
End up i changed my mind i dosent wants to go anymore but he insists of me to go so he came batok to fetched me and we head over to mac had Mac-Wing Meal but i cant finish i force myself to eat cause hes there right in- front of me and my stomache starts to hurt me!!!

Aftermath walked over to Balk 503 cause they having Tou Tian Gong Heing Kio there i looks like im alright. After we reached Lim chu kang to invite 9 wang ye my stomache is killing me the pain is so hurtful i bare with it through the whole journey! My Face turn real pale.Walked over to the bus and rest suddenly i vomit near the bus stop grass patch vomit out is white foam like im dying soon! yucks~ S.ching NR got shock? lols..

Thanks! S.Ching,Ah Xuan, DiDi, DIDi GF, Ah Bee, Keong,Edwin to be there to accompany me!
Sorry Spoilt you guys mood.

Especially DiDI and His Gf apply Medical Oil for me!(:
DiDI i know u have my heart la hor! Since young we grow up together!(:
Thanks!

Bf asked the driver to alight me Half way through when the traffic lights turn red becuase its just oppesite my house balk somemore bf asked me to went home to rest didnt follow them back to Zu Tua sorry guys... Ps you all..!
Sorry bf to make you worried!
I still came to work this morning.
Didnt went to consult the doctor as im lazy to do so,
I dosent wants to text you becasuse you will be awake by my messages i just wants you to rest more if you happend to read my post i know u are going to kill me..
Wake up than text me alrights! :D

WHAT?!!

2009-10-13T16:08:00.000+08:00

Somehow i dunno wad to do?
Bf says that he's the one who stay close to me and not my fault but i just feel bad towards it.
I know she in love with him and yet i still get along with him but he says he have no feelings towards her..
Im not thinking much i just dont like this kind of feelings! :/
For those who asked how did we get together who woo who?

Let me tell! RANDOMLLY!
Yesterday went to meet bf waited for him at jp and we went to catch movie his idea.
Like eveyweek we will be catching movies?! :)
After movie he send me home and i chase him home straight after we reached BB.
I know he's tired.
Whenever he wants to meet me after his work i will bend him from meeting me!
You see!
He knock off work at 10 plus 11 plus pm he come all the way from timah to batok just to see me for 2 hours and he cab home? I just dont wants to see you tired yourself and waste cab fare middle of the night. I know it's alll because u just wants to see me!
Thanks for your LoVE. :)

This few days he keep on mention that its good that we didnt quarrel and i said wads to quarrel about there's nothing for us to quarrel about and he laughs,..
Just hope that we can maintain. (:
No Fights and Quarrels.

I KNOW YOU WANT ME!

1 hearts 2 Hands Clap together.

2009-10-12T11:37:00.000+08:00

After receiving sj calls i feel so _l_ cant even get to sleeps while i was really tired! called meimei up cause shes at tua using com asked her about some stuff and np asked me to ignore.. HAHAS! saying that she have depressions! saying that she's jealous of me having bf and she cant. They even says JOKES ask me change bf every week to QI SHI TA LA annnnddddddddd saying she envy me... lalala~ I dont care neither.. NP asked me to ignore her till she come find me.. and im not so kiddo get influence by this kind of small things be myself i live for myself and not others! :) Almost quarrel with bf that night cause i couldnt sleep and he knows how tired i was.. sorry...

This few days spend my weekends like chu shi..
wad to do..
Not enough people..
lols..

Now bf will be working..
Is good that till now we didnt quarrel! :)
Because theres nothing for us to quarrel about,
I work he Sleeps.
He work i knock off from work already.
No matter how busy we was we still find time for each other..
Wll be neglecting each other because of work but for the future holds we have to work.
Lets work hard together!

Im Broke Now!
Flush my 100 Bucks for workingmates wedding dinner.
15 oct going Airport to send bf elder brother.
15 oct yixin B'day!
17 Oct jacelyn-Huilin B'day!

Tell me where to find money!

Happy 1 week with Boyfriend! :)

Nosey Parker Have No Life.

2009-10-09T09:47:00.000+08:00

I just dont understand why such people have no life adding oil and fire when u dosent know any single thing at all???

First is jun wei now is liang mao?

Dosent know any things from head to tale and accused people?
CJW create problems for me and like im in fault?! Hello! how am i going to tell your gf tales when i dun even know her, talk to her, even have her contact no. ? dun u think is stupid? and u are inside now! how stupid can u be hearing nosense and putting words into my mouth. what have u done in the past! you yourself knows. when u had a gf and u bring others girl to hotel 81? when u had a gf u still slept beside ur ex gf? and what i heard is that u are still attached and u told jf that u are single already? and why?

Liang Mao..
Hes the one where we both will be there for...
Missing him theres wrong?
So what i'm already attched?
We didnt even get together before,
Yes!
We are more than close friends can says but that dosent mean anything.
Even how far i went hes still irrplaceable..
Im not like them saying i miss u in your mouth but did nothing for him. How many tears i cried for how many days im there for how much courage i tried to forget about him? anyone understand me? till now i never fail to log in to his hotmail,friendster and facebook whenever how busy or free i was! keep changing profile songs for him playing games on facebook for him can anyone understand how much i miss him? why he dosent let me dream of him how i wish i could.. tears rolling down when im typing im controlling... myself not to do so.. i know i changed alot after he left me! cant concentrate at work even relatioships i dont have fate in myself...

Please people...........
Stop entering in my life if u dosent even know a single thing.
Stop pretending.

Dishearted.

Seems to be real near.

2009-10-08T13:42:00.000+08:00

This few days after work keep meeting bf and we went over to meet WL as he's damm stress over BGR stuff.. Boyfriends still the same so nice of him never fail to pick me up at jp when i knock off from work and send be back home late night. :)

Yesterday took half day leave because im damm stress over working stuff.. I just dont know why i cant concentrate.. Boyfriend came to fetch me at JP than bussed back to lot 1 im craving for meggie they had no choice so we head over 7-11 to have meggie.. DiDI called so after finish eating walk back to lot 1 foodcourt to meet them up.. All of them says me about the meggie stuff... -_-zzzzz aftermath went over Lim chu kang to chill end up the sorchimg sun is damm bloddy hot so bused back and intend to go over west coast park so bused to Bt. Panjang than took 176 Bussed to West Coast Park.. Whole journey bus bus bus.. but fun larhh! whole day with boyfriend! :D hahas.. Im just like his boyfriend and he's just like my girlfriend lols..
Today is his First day of work..

JIA YOU OKAYS!
Meetinnnnnnnng him later on!
:)

Adeline girl girl!
Thanks!
iii LOVES U!

We dont care about any conflicts.
So if u guys think that will broke us up!
TRY US!

2009-10-06T13:17:00.000+08:00

HeeeLLo000000000!

Im back to post!
Like finally tua Big day had just end.
Tired for 1 whole week!!!
Went to work as usual after knocking off from work still need to went down big day to help and wemt for troupes.. See how tired i was! but luckly i manage to overcome. :)

This few days keep receiving his phone calls and messages im avoiding i didnt pick up his calls and replied his messages in short. i dont know whats wrong with me i just feel stress towards him. I even deleted away all his pictures even in my phone. We had been sperate for weeks and during this period of time i felt much more happier without him. i'm sorry. I choose to be someone else instead of you. Girlfriends who knows whats going on knows how i feel... shu juan object me for returning to his side like not only her and some of my girlfriends too! I choose to take up a new relatioships he treat me well enough so nice of him keep fetching me after my work and never fail to send me back home.

So nice boyfriend where to find RIGHT?
:-)

EMILY(:
what happen to u???
ass la cant contact u neither..
Everyones very DAN XIN NI you know???!!!
Must be strong okays!
Sorry! all your hard work it drains down the drain.
Spend so much time to edit end up i delete away..

Pardon...
Back to post of pictures when hodden melvin uploaded...

28 September 2009.

2009-09-23T11:16:00.000+08:00

Edited.

Im back to post(:
Let me post about this week. :)
Friday,
Went to ah pek yan hui at Gombak! Aftermath its still early i went back tua with them pack things settle eveythings and Uncle sent us to Boon Lay Control station and i trained home.

Saturday,
Went troupe at 12pm went down to JW 726 to help nam dai Keong Yew Geng.
All of us was like melting! the scorching sun is damm bloody the hot! after yew SO BIG KAMPONG! went back tua still need to send tian GonG! Saw Zhi Hao Brother there! :) end around 5 plus? Went to Batok Guan to took some things than back to JW Guan changed and went to Nan Yang CC to perform till 10? Aftermath rush down to Telok Blangah to perform Yue Guang Long, So tiring the whole day! sun wind sun wind! Everything end at 11 plus.

Sunday,
Must reached troupe at 830am,
Chu 1 Drgaon, 2 lions, 5 phoneix Bird, 12 Fish, Bei shi, 5 Jie ling Ku.
Suddenly NP called and asked me go down Big day there help.
I said i now at chushi so after eveything end depends how.
Everything end at 2? Reached Guan at 2 plus. pack,settle everythings and someone send me home. :)
Went to buy the bubble hair color end up dyed out the effect of my hair is still BLACK! waste money only!
I'm so tired till i fall asleep at SOFA so didnt went down Big day to help!
Slept at 4 plus woke up at 10 plus in the evening. chat phone with (?) and went back to sleep at 1am plus.

This morning i came to work!
Tmr Big Day is offiicially going to starts im going to neglect my blog again.
Pardon me!

~~(more photos on HE Quan Friendster)~~

~~Hello! i dont need ur fake face covering by your fake mask!~~

I dont need such people around me! angkabola! I suddenly just feel so happy! i dont know why, HQ! Brothers and Sisters , True Friends around me is what i need the most. Me and swee swee is always like da xiao jie sia! hahas! We are been spoilt and pampered by them. (mei mei) u know i know can already and of course NAM DAI brothers and sisters is always being loved too!

To Shujuan NR:
Im sorry i know you will be reading my blog.
I didnt reply ur messages cause i dose'nt know how to reply u back.
I know u dose'nt support me to be back with him.
All i can say is my answer will be blank! NEGATIVE>

龍城宫!

Long Cheng Gong
Incoming Big DAY,

29/09 ann tua
30/09 invite tian gong, dot new lions and dragons
01/10 send ti gong, dinner
03/10 yew keng 3pm
04/10 ah peh Yan Hui
05/10 ah peh go cemetry (pack and End)

Location
Balk 275 jurong west st 25 at jalan bahar

Troupes
qing de - kim kor
wenyi - lion
yun yang - sheng Xiang
sembawang rc - dragon
nan ta qi xuan tan - to be comfirm.
~~BUSY~~

Sorry Back to post soon..

2009-09-14T15:24:00.001+08:00

I’m back to blog (:

Now the pain of my stomach is killing me it suddenly hurts that bad! _I_

Thanks to all my girlfriends for the care and concern I and him are pretty fine now. We didn’t break up neither.
Friday morning was messaging him and it started all over again we quarreled because of certain reasons I know your difficulties now, but did you put your shoes into mine and think for me? Whole day I’m mood less at work I’m just so unhappy till after work I went down nam dai to speak all out with EMILY(: and I felt much more better and I show her the messages that he send and me replied. I know that he will text me messages so I place my phone with Emily and.. 9 plus he text me! :) lols.. Everything’s is fine right now. Not to worry Okays girlfriends! =D

Friday went home around 11plus suppose to head over his place but I waited for him till 2am I cannot stand it anymore and I fall asleep maybe I’m just too over tired already. Saturday went over his place before 10pm till the next day 1 plus in the afternoon than I head home whole day we was like eat and sleep only. We slept at 12 plus midnight and woke up the next day 10 plus in the morning. He woke up i saw him awake I continue sleep. He saw me sleeping than he himself also sleep back! Sleep,Sleep,Sleep! Ate Lunch at his house before I head home. Reached home I sleep again till 5plus around 9 plus head over to his house he asked me to stay overnight but I can’t because today I’ve to work. Lolls’

Emily be strong okays!
Thanks for being there to hear my speaks.
When you are down I’m beside you but reading you thick story books cried out and speak out u will feel much better. I’m there for you as im just beside you.

Ice-cream -
Don’t think too much okays.
What you had gone through is the same as me.
Just hope that all of our relationships will go smooth..

Last and not least.
Happy Birthday to SLK Baby.
As I said I’m going to help you countdown but I forget to text you. Anyway Happy Birthday!
May all your wish comes true and things went well for you! (:

I'm breathing for the next second...

2009-09-10T16:03:00.000+08:00

Me now just feel kindly bored NOW!
Working-Boredom kills~
Im here to post since i have nothing to do.
Credits to EMILY!(: for these pictures♥
Yesterday went Aljunie after work to meet up with NP.NM,Hui Wen,Swee Swee,AH boy for dinner waited for them around 40 minutes! I have been 2 weeks no see them they complaining already! hahas! Felt so bored while waiting plug in my headset listening to music stand there like gun doo seat also not right stand also not right as you guys know oppsite 1 road and its geylang already i feel so not up right standing at there! but what to do.. When they reached we went to scroll at fun fair than to Kopitiam to have our late dinner i went to disturbed the uncle there he cannot tahhan me he said next time if i happen to order drinks from him again he's going to add extral salt in cause i said i wants to drink Green tea without sugar! lols.. after dinner catch up with them while then Np,Nm asked me to went home first as tomorrow i'll be working so i train home before i could reach Batok bf text me asked can you come over to my place, can? and i agree to meet him awhile. Alight at yew tee pack food for him than walked over to his place. Reached his place rot watch tv all the way till his mum is back home his mum super cute can keep asking him where am i? lols.. Waited for his mum to be back ate super brought by her shared with him and cab back home after that.

Emily u asked me update blog i update already(:
For you hor! :)
Where's mine bo update for me to read! UH!
How can like tat kns you, :(

Tomorrow Will Be A Better Day!

2009-09-09T11:10:00.000+08:00

~~Yesterday,~~
~~we quarrel again this time is phone to phone talk how angry he and i was we did talk nicely !~~
~~The whole day cant get to reach him and im really piss off with him.~~
~~Its the second time he does this.~~
~~I just text him a messge saying that think twice and replied me!~~~
~~We almost went seperate ways on our own.~~
~~Are you serious with this relatioships if not just let me go and hong all you wants! I rather we make things clear now rather than down the roads theres more to come!~~
~~I misunderstanding him and he knows im damm freaking angry and he tried to cheer me up!(:~~

Bui Bui!
Says so if anything happens to him he ask me to take good care of myself! This is what cjw has told me before he went in. i'm just worried and mood down, I dont know what has happened he just dose'nt wants to tell me! and he says he owe me too much? You my silly boy! Let me tell u this I had done nothing. I dont earn u a living so stop saying u owe me too much!(:

I really dont know what's there to post already i feel so lost. My post is getting shorter and shorter.
Hopes tomorrow will be a better day ahead.
Hopes eveything's went smooth for us and eveyones!
Please do take care peeps dont create troubles outside anymore!
We are the ones who get hurts!

Jealousy KILLS!

2009-09-08T09:53:00.000+08:00

i lover G.BaoBei(:

Jealousy KILLS!

Pardon me for not updating blog this few days and a short post for it cause i've no mood for Blogging and thanks M! for the short post about me.

This few days Feel very stuck tub cause of D!

Yesterday i kick D down of bed cause he purposely hong in front of me not again! CB! His bed like my bed hahas! :x I'm happy that he's honest to me but some things i will remain unsaid its better. We keep having cold war this few days, He hong in front of me i also hong infront of him end up both of us hong together he take my hp and scan through my messages saw someone msg's that care and concern about me he not happy already. I went taka didnt msg him he piss off. He went out with his friends no msg me i keep quiet! Anyway im not afraid that he hong cause his mum and ah gong family's has seen me thought im gf of his cause he asked me went over to meet him! :/ Even if he bring girlfriends home im sure his mum will nagged at him and tell me!(: Me and his mum okok like friends lols.. His mum even ask me to accompany her watch tv.. lols..

Eveything is back to Normal(:

2009-09-03T12:55:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow!
Will be going to taka to support Long Tian!
Jia you guys!
For today free style and tmr traditional lion dance!
Good luck to you guys hope u all will get Champion and beat NO 1! again! this year!
鹤权武术醒狮团 Brothers and Sisters will be going down and support u guys tomorrow!
Good luck! (:

Happy Birthday My Dearest Br0ther!

Pardon me for this picture cause i dont have any picture of me and him left.
All thanks to my computer mother board eveything Corrupted all pictures gone! onli left this picture on my phone memory stick!

Anyway Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,,
Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to you!

Hope Eveythings go smooth and well for you!
StrongBond of mei & kor,...

Had some tiff with D! yesterday,
Whole day no calls and messges from him.
Knock off from work i text him a message saying that im going somwhere else rather than home! He did reply but on anger mood "up to you la! and we started to quarrel! after a few hours later receiving his message saying tat his on his way back home and he apologise to me for disallowing me to attend.

YJH! Does my love will get you home?

Somehow i wounder...

2009-09-01T13:19:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the post!

you see.. sometimes things left unsaid is better.

As for me now i just wants to lead a simple and happy life eveyday(:

AS for you , yes?! you are very down now u might hate him for treating you in this way sometimes be friends is closer than being together. He left u being unsaid u two went through many up and downs i know u put in alot of effort in this relationships to maintain but he still left you without and doubts. No matter how worst your relationships cause you please bear in mind we are here for you, ya we stay miles away from each other but messges and calls im always there for you. Since he have left u just try to let it go maybe down the roads he will be back to you? who knows right? for now just concentrate on your studies! i know loving someone is easy forgetting someone is hard but all u need is time. Let time prove everything alrights!? Each time u fall u will become stronger!

Jia you and work hard k!

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YJH,

Somehow i wounder,
iziit the right choice to get back to him or never?
We broke up,We patch things up,
but still..

the no meaning (L)

... and you said so, 23,8,9

2009-08-31T13:03:00.000+08:00

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Its me and you against the world!

Im single nor attche im not going to says,
so dun ask me this q? im not going to reply too!
For u to find out, for me to know...

When times goes by.

2009-08-25T14:49:00.000+08:00

Tuesday night.

Went to cementry although im sick.

Pull myself out of bed and went down to tua.

Wednesday and Thursday,

Didnt went work cause of down with fever stay home the whole day... :(

till now my fever had gone but my cough is still here... (shake heads)

Friday,

Went work as usual in the morning after work went home get changed and wait for AH kim uncle to fetch me and the rest at 503 bus stop went over Zheng Hua first than to Teban Gardens for ah pek yan hui.

Aftermath uncle drove us to JW so nice of him(: to celebrate didi B'day!

Over night and accompany him tat night.

Saturday,

Went to fetch someone from Pasi Ris he book out from camp.

Than head over to hougang.

Went SLG as they are going over to AMK ah pek yan hui i tag along and its call it a day!

Sunday went to JP watched Where got ghost movie with Balloon Daddy.

Waited for him for 58mins idiot him!

After the show didnt accompany him as he ask me to tagg along with him to cherry i dont wants to i dun go Thai DiSCO! so i headed home..

DIshearted.

2009-08-17T13:41:00.001+08:00

Weekend pass..

Friday went jurong west after work went coffee shop to had my late dinner and aftermath went pionner control station to meet up with limei and we head over to aljunied to find my friends there she left first i left at 3am plus.. sorry, didnt went over hougang to find him as im over tired,

Saturday,

Slept the whole afternoon at home. Msged someone the whole day wake up around 6 in the afternoon wash up and head over to meet up the rest went over to boat quey around 11 plus cabbed home all the while im quarreling with joker i really dont know whats wrong with him we quarrel since saturday night till sunday morning power right? and tat Mr kiak too! He promise me promise that end up also break he admit to me himself had some tiff with him and i stop it i change topic cause i dont likes to quarrel it dosent made any of us feel better(: but still he admit his wrong. =D

Sunday,

Woke up quite early around 10am plus had KFC Breakfast meal. Aftermath msg someone as i promise him tat i'm going to msg him eveymorning without fail, suppose to accompany him to take medical leave for his camp stuff end up corp up when im half way down to meet him and i alight at woodlands slowly bus-ed down to jurong west they meetimg us at 5 but i went down alone first around 6 plus when eveyone reached we went down Marsling rot at there super bored call him up he thought that im drunk zzz... cause i promise him i wont drink means i wont(; After a while he msg me ask me to meet him at hougang and i said around 9 plus im going over as i put areoplane to him quite no of times, 9 plus went back jurong and cab down. Reached le ah di is so nice to fetch me nevertheless kiat also nice to stay beside me always =) teck accompany me to msg the whole day till now he even send me his blog link maybe he really do change for the better.. As i said let netural take it course! Hope kiak recover soon and stop throwing the medicine into the rubbish BIN!

JYT,

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you had a gf already can u stop all these behaviour?

Yesterday he saw me online he text me on msn kiak was just beside me part of it he's the who help me to reply. I dont wants to eleborate much. This morning he called me i just dosent wants to pick up his calls and he text me why dont wants to pick up my call i replied back why should i pick up ur call? Please stop all ur nonsense. Get along with ur gf and stop getting into my life i dun have to tell u where i went?who im with.

2009-08-13T15:02:00.001+08:00

It has been quite long since i last update.

This few days went to troupe's and sin tua's.

Im back to work only on Wednesday.

This few days my feelings getting better and better i'm back i keep smiling and taking nonsense and a fool of myself again(:

I dosent wants him to suffer in another world no matter how many smiles on my face how i enjoy outside still he's irreplaceable by me he will always to be kept by me! =)

Theres some tiff in between ah hock and Mr straight i feel so fed up when they quarrel.

you see when we quarrel they feel irrated and ask us to stop and we heard their advice but when they quarrel they cannot stop and wont listen to us. After all both of them promise me they wont fight and quarrel when they gets to see each other. Hope the balls in their hearts dun gets bigger and bigger instead smaller. :)

MR TAN AH HOCK!
i know u had found my blog and you will be reading.
Read le diam diam hor dont say out,... SHhh..
you know i know... =D

updating soon again...

Heartaches.

2009-08-06T14:01:00.000+08:00

Saw this Photo browsing through yixin Facebook.

Didint know that she snap-shot of us.. lols..

Went to ya long as it was chinese celandar fiftheen supposely went there to ban gong and up cancel cause last minute receive da ge calls says that he cant make it on time he only knock off from work around mid-night twelve so we pack up and left.

Left to had our late dinner as usual at lor 17

We order, Curry Fish Head,Baby kaLan,Chicken Wings,Tain ji.

After dinner went over to lor19 A.G tua as he also having ban gong. All while long im playing DS and....

My Hp drop on the ground with 3 holes my heartaches!

cause u know y? From 2008 Nov i brought the phone till now my phones is in good condition even the screen protector is still there till now and yet NOW theres 3 holes?!

I keep on 123456 nonstop after that i continue playing games...

zzz...

I wants to change my phone!

NOVEMBER faster come!

I WANNA CHANGE of PHONE!

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Thanks for Everything!

2009-08-04T15:02:00.000+08:00

Thanks guys for everything,

As i said im nt celebrating my Birthday,
but stilll..

Im happy throughout.

020809
They bring me to have steamboat.
Jia Fu and Ah Ben feed me with lots of food till i almost vomit...
They keep on feeding me with food Continuously.. =.= and they said cannot bring me to buffet is just waste of money! +_+!!!
I know i dont eat much as they does! (:
After all eveyone of us eat till bloated.
Ah Gou very funny he eat till damm full half way through he suddenly said

"WO DE PI GU YAO TU LIAO"
Hahas!

030809
Went work as usual,
When i woke up the first B;day wish messages i seen from my phone is NEOYIXIN(:
So sweet of her hor?! tok 12am
Follow up comments by MSN:Friendster:Facebook:
Thanks for all the wishes guys...
After work meet up with the rest.
We went Shopping and suddenly Ah Ben PoP out 1 Hello kitty Bday Princess Balloon i hold on to it while shopping damm PS! eveyone looking at the balloon first than look at me..

Thanks M for the perfume.
Thanks B for the Balloon
Thanks H for the Bag

Thanks eveyone for the Birthday wish!
And so on.........

After shopping they bring me to eat again.. ZZZ...
Not again..
They spent money on me..

Thanks for everythings freiends,..
Lazy to upload Photos..
Took some pictures nt many.
Review from My Facebook or Friendster.

Breathless,

2009-07-31T12:31:00.000+08:00

我想你, 梦...

I dont doubt that i dont miss you!
Why god take you away from me? isn't it unfair?
If times can turn back i rather they take me away and not you.
Its really heartache...

You are a healthy guy you just left this world suddenly.

ITS NOT ANY ACCIDENT !
When i visited u at hospital your brain is dead but only me and sj was beside u when you are at ICU ward i cried while taking to you i sees tears rolling down your cheeks...
I know life is unpredictable.
How i wish you comes to my dreams let me see you once again bring me out to play.
You have alot of things left unsaid.
All these while u hide your feelings secretive.
I know how you felt for me.

They take you away from me HEARTLESS.
I dont know how to express out,..
I just know that he just left me.
Friends cherish evey0ne arounds you before its too late.
Dont quarrel about small stuffs,Fights and whatever.
God let us have fate to know each other and this wll never end.

Im woundering what are you doing in another world?
Did another world have so call lap top and stuff?
IS another world tough for you?

Even if i ask Kui pek.
He will never tells me.
I ask him about how are you?
He said u are fine ask me nt to worry..

I miss u..
You leave me breathless . . .

2009-07-29T13:05:00.000+08:00

Hummm....

Fri,
Went to find friends after work while they are having yew geng than went to chalet after their yew gengs..
Went DownTown East Chalet till 4am in the morning.
Thanks Ah BoB kor kor to drives me home(:

Saturday,

Went to Telok B. to Meet Lai Ping Ah jie in the afternoon she brings me to dunno when near dlb O place to eat nice and good food with another ah jie...
Aftermath went back her hus take things than went to balk 22 as leng kia place is having his Tua Big day than back to her place to slack(:
Till 5 plus i left to Tampines to meet Chew and XF than head to BBQ..

Around 8 plus i left again went to Bedok Interchange to meet CJF and cabbed to Bedok North Balk 535 sin tua as they having Ah pek yan hui there..
After that home sweet home! :D

Sunday,

Supposedly going Hougang Defu lane for yew geng but its cancel last minute early in the morning at 6am receive messages!
Eveyone gets back to sleep after reading the messgaes..
I didnt put aeroplane to the ones i said im going its a las minute decisions they made cause hougang there will be 4 ki tongs jumping and they going 17 places thats why they cancel somemore Bedok Tua they are also invited so they went Bedok instead of Hougang.

Therefore im at Bedok North tua.

Monday,
Went telok B. Leng Kia tua Big day Yew geng(:

Leng Kia Sin Zai ya!
Swee Bo?! =)

Serene Sin Zai ya

Peggy Auntie NiuNiu!

Leng Kia Own Troupe,

03081989

2009-07-24T09:24:00.001+08:00

Countdown
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10 more days im turning 20...
but i dont feel like celebrating this year due to some reasons...
From young till primary 4 my familys will be always the ones who celebrates for me.

p5-p6
School friends who buy me a gifts and we went to have fun together after dismiss from school..

Sec1-Sec4
My This groupe of sister's never fail to celebrate's for me each year and get me something.

ITE first year...
17
My first term badge classmates and one of the chairman's who celebrates for me.

18.
Went Boat Quek
Bottom up pub to celebrate.
Some he Quan and Most of the Wu Zhong troupe peeps was there...
I merlion tat day totally k-O! Dead drunk!

19.
Held a BBQ at teck Whye.
He quan troupe members and some of my juniors was there,

Twenty!

Dont feel like celebrating because..
He says so he will give me a big present perhaps help me to celebrate..

but..
He's gone..

Before he's gone we chat through phone serveral times he always keep mentioning about my bday.,,

Specheless..

Its alright.
Maybe next life he still gets to celebrate for me.

Loves~

2009-07-22T16:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,

Went home straight after work.
When i reach home not long my Mummy ask me to accompany her to coffee shop to have dinner she call me not once is alot of times so i drag my feet out of the house..
Went down central and she got me this handphone pouch..

Although is just a small gift how expensive or cheap it dose'nt matter is just that its from her heart. she suddenly wants to get me a handphone pouch i also dosent know y?! (( v ))

Loves..

It has been so long since last she brought me stuff cause she wans me to be independent what i wants i get it on my own.

Unless is food!

A and Y,

2009-07-20T13:00:00.001+08:00

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Sisters Loves, <33

Late Pictures upload.

2009-07-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

Satuday,

Went to watch fireWorks with veron and my SOftToy~!
Thay ask me to tag along..
Went to marina to catch fireworks around 8.30 they put out the fire works manage to snap pictures of it but im too lazy to upload it..
Maybe tmr i will be uploading it.

Athermath they went to pack food and we cabbed to marina barrage to relax and enjoy the breeze there.
All thanks to both of them brings me out to release stress and enjoy the fresh air outside..
Softtoy of mine really made me laughs like hell!

Thanks to the entertainer of the day LingFeng!
Around 11pm we left..
There's totally no cab at all,.. either is hired!
We walk a few distance away to the main road and theres still no cab!

What the!!! zzz.

We was like mummbling nonstop through out..
We on call cab from 11 till past twelve theres still no cab..!
Then hor tat softtoy of mine keep irrates me hor!?
They stay so near unlike me far apart they lived at chinatown and Bedok im the only one who stay batok!

what the shit lor,..
End up reached home late 1 plus 2am..

ANyway Thanks for eveyone's around me to be there for me. Day by day im facing it already.I'm trying to let go and not to anyhow think about it anymore!

Depress!

2009-07-16T16:33:00.000+08:00

I think tmr I gonna get it.
Tmr I will be going to kui pek house.
I Don’t know what will happen to me I’m already prepare tat he will nag me!
I feel somehow giddy just now…
I think im too stressed over…
I have low blood pressure, this few days I feel not up right everyday when I reach home watch tv shows suddenly doze off immediately and I happen to zzz every night? This shows how stress I am? If I happen to doze off I will be awake the next morning like how many days I didn’t slept for?
I have been skipping to listen Chinese songs Chinese songs is always emo I recently keep hearing R&B and Radio Fm songs to prevent me from thinking about him. I know I have to face it im trying real hard to do it.
Every morning I awake I saw his image.
Every night before I could sleep I close my eyes his images appear.
My head is spinning all images of him.
Me my mother doesn’t knows what happening to me and we are living together in one roof. I won’t express my feelings out my friends around me know how upset I was.
I just wish him to leave us peacefully without suffering that’s all I can hope for right now.
Past he did promise me a lot of things just hope it appear on my dreams.
That’s really good enough.

Alot of them complaing tat i've changed,
Yeap!
My attitude has changed,
Me myself also dose'nt know what im replying messages to?
I dont really wants to speak up and replying messages.
Receving eveyones messages..

Their messges was like?

Girl are you ok?
Please take good care of yourself!
Dun think too much already.

Thanks Especially to Naipa and Naima...
They are very worried about me.
and thanks to the rest they let me be alone they dare not ring me up neither message me.

you're will always have a place in my heart,

2009-07-13T15:22:00.000+08:00

11.07.2009

20cents!

You are already in another world.
Enjoy a new life there Alrights? Get your favorite girl there…
All the memories that we spend together will always be kept!
You will never ever leave my hearts.
Not to worry! I will stay strong and walk down this path.
Our relationships are more than friends can says.
Still remember(:
When I used to stay out late at night you will always accompany me to chat till I reach my doorsteps no matter how tired u was and the next day u still have to attend school.
When im bored u will accompany me to chat through phone
And I always ask u do to silly things sing song for me and you did!
We even play games through the phone if any of us scold vulgar words we will donate 1 dollar to each other who scolds.
When have tuas events u will never fail to bring me along!
When we are out for dinner u will always feed me with lots of foods!
When we went safra for bowling till mid night u will always drop money inside my bags you are afraid tat I have not enough money to used. When I knew it I will always scold you.
When we are out u will always stay close to me take care of me like im one xiao meimei always ask me to eat!!!
You know I used to love piglet and u sketch it out for me using msn software and even snap piglet pictures save it into your phone.
You have direct bus-ed home and yet u always accompany to took the same bus half way through u changed bus home.
We might stay far but two hearts beats one!
Thanks for eveythings tat u had done for me so much memories tat u gave me!!!
God let us have fade to know each other and this will never ends .

Seriously speaking.
I have been crying for 3 days.
I must stop now if not he won’t go peacefully and he might be suffering,
I must stay strong.
Thanks for everyone concern.
All your messages : everyone’s messaged me one sentence?! dun sad ok?
They know I’ve been holding my tears is really hard for me to take such a big bow, but I still have to face it.
Just 2 days my supervisor didn’t saw me they said I had slim down a lot.
I used to eat eveynights I try to sleep but still my head is spinning all images of him.
You will always have a place to kept in my heart and this will never changed!
I will still keep in contact with ah jie dun worry.
Enjoy in another world with your big house and cars…